Post by Zarsthor on Jun 24, 2009 4:29:41 GMT 1
It is 04:18am and I am still busting ym arse to finish this damned chapter because I promised to finish it this week and I am so sick and tired of this part of the story. Let that damned cliff hanger go away so I can start writing that whole part about the General.
I am so tired right now and angst at my work. I just really needed to say that to someone.
Also, the guy who was supposed to be doing this chapter with me because come characters from one of his stories that I love were supposed to cameo, finally popped back into existence with a heap of apologies. But now he says he wants to give up on writing because... well i didn't get his because, because it sounded like excuses to me. So now I'm stuck to either fill in these characters with some NEW characters because they were suppose to pop up at certain points in the next few chapters or convince him to heel and do what he promised.
I can't believe I am missing writing about the General because of this bull. I am so ired a cry feels like a good idea right now. Maybe I should drink some coffee...
Oh oh... that was why I feel like crying. My damned ... whats it called? a Beta? ... anywho my damned Beta of a husband did the thing he's been doing lately again. Because he doesn't want me writing Hierarchy III (and to write instead this sci-fi we've been doing for the last year that he keeps changing his mind about characters and plot and then arguing with me because he wants his own way even after we democratically decided each has ultimate control over certain characters) he likes to pretend to read it, then when I make him actually read it he picks holes at words he doesn't understand and argues until I throw the dictionary at him. Then he starts dictating to me how a character should be feeling in a situation because he wants me to change their personalities to fit his ideas. Bah at him! To many writers in one house!
Right ... ignore the above I am SO tired I am rambling....
I am so tired right now and angst at my work. I just really needed to say that to someone.
Also, the guy who was supposed to be doing this chapter with me because come characters from one of his stories that I love were supposed to cameo, finally popped back into existence with a heap of apologies. But now he says he wants to give up on writing because... well i didn't get his because, because it sounded like excuses to me. So now I'm stuck to either fill in these characters with some NEW characters because they were suppose to pop up at certain points in the next few chapters or convince him to heel and do what he promised.
I can't believe I am missing writing about the General because of this bull. I am so ired a cry feels like a good idea right now. Maybe I should drink some coffee...
Oh oh... that was why I feel like crying. My damned ... whats it called? a Beta? ... anywho my damned Beta of a husband did the thing he's been doing lately again. Because he doesn't want me writing Hierarchy III (and to write instead this sci-fi we've been doing for the last year that he keeps changing his mind about characters and plot and then arguing with me because he wants his own way even after we democratically decided each has ultimate control over certain characters) he likes to pretend to read it, then when I make him actually read it he picks holes at words he doesn't understand and argues until I throw the dictionary at him. Then he starts dictating to me how a character should be feeling in a situation because he wants me to change their personalities to fit his ideas. Bah at him! To many writers in one house!
Right ... ignore the above I am SO tired I am rambling....